Life Week #120 - What next

Lack of courage & laziness may lead to the same end effect - lack of change

Next week has passed by and I am on the one hand rather relaxed, however, on the other hand, I don't believe I made any progress at all. Sure, I spent a lot of time working & enjoying time with my family, I spent a lot of time on stuff related to my new flat and reading a book The Courage to be Disliked.

You see, I did so much this week, and still, when it comes to Sunday morning and writing the summary I am unhappy. I believe this is related to the lack of progress with one topic that sits at the bottom of my heart - my own new side project I could start and complete at once.

I am unsure what's the main issue other than the lack of time but somehow I believe it's related to Flutter. I am so afraid of losing time learning Flutter compared to building the project natively in Swift that it blocks me from even starting the project. That's kinda crazy, right? On the other hand, I do not start a native project as the multiplatform solution is much more elastic for the future. This is why I feel internally stuck making no progress at all 🤷‍♂️

The next weeks also mean a lot of intense time for me potentially without any space to relax until the end of August. I am already tired just thinking about it. Additionally, I am kinda super worried I will do nothing special for the next 3 months and this is something I need to seriously consider. 🫠

Summary

✅ Continued physical training

✅ Organized Holter ECG test to happen next week

❌ Failed to stay sober for the whole week

Plan for week #121

💪 Continue physical training

🥃 Stay sober for the whole week

🫀 Run Holter ECG test