Life Week #22 - Living someone else's life
Every problem may be both internal and external at the same time
You are at the edge of your forties and you still feel that you mostly live not you life but adopt your life to someone else's life. Do you think this is your problem, problem of the other person or simply toxic relationship? To be honest, as it stands for today I believe that any kind of toxic relationship is mostly cause by ourselves cause we allow for this situation to happen and to last.
For years I've been living in this kinda situation and it becomes real problem now - I feel that I become impatient and patience is the only thing that made me last in that situation. Sounds like being on the edge? Well, slowly heading to 40 is symbolic moment of reaching half of life. If this is not the moment to do something about it - what could be the better one?
The only question is - are you strong enough to give up on things you are patiently working on for years, potentially just before the chequered flag?
Summary
✅ Very active week including list of physical activities around house and some cycling
⛔️ Failed to continue coding iOS app
Plan for week #23
📱 FINALLY Finish first milestone of iOS app