My Week #144 - My heart is still not fine

It's easy to suggest others to give up on sth, it's more difficult to suggest it to yourself

I visited my cardiologist this week to discuss my current state of the arrhythmia after the increased amount of pills. I was hoping to see a good result giving me hope and the green light for running. I saw no progress at all which made me pretty sad. I'd like to return to my running regime and I have a green light for that due to the fact that my arrhythmia lowers when being active, but still, my internal reasonable voice declines my plans related to the marathon to happen next autumn.

I am not giving up, but the November mood was lowered down a bit.

On the positive side of things, I made great progress this week regarding the apartment finishing - I completed the wardrobe, combined the beds, and made a set of smaller final touches. I start to see the grand final of the renovation.

This is the biggest project of this year for me. I love every part of this journey. It is a difficult one, with some ups and downs, long-lasting, but giving me real pride and energy.

This is the feeling I love. This sounds like a recipe for the next projects to come.

Did I just make a step towards finding my Ikigai?

Summary

✅ Continued appartment finishing ✅ Continued daily fitness trainings

Plan for week #145

🪜 Continue appartment finishing 💪 Continue daily fitness trainings