My Week 196 - Snow ends depression

Snow brings light, gentle overlay, lots of positive energy, ends depression, is vital to survice the winter

This is the most important time when it comes to the drinking games. I ended up my non-alcoholic period which means the old habits can return easily. It's not that I am desperate and all I do is drink - but I don't have any additional motivation not to drink other than the believe in a good impact of the lack of alcohol. I have to be careful as the enemy is close, really close. Short winter days and long winter nights increase the need of evening relax but it's fine for now.

Looks like I have a support that should help me with my fight against the brutal reality of winter - snow is falling, all around me ❄❄❄

The snow is crucial not only due to the drinking games, but also after (yet another) difficult week. This time I felt something really new to me as a parent - the feeling of real dissapointment based on the decisions of my child. I started to understand what other parents feel when something unexpected and unwelcome happens. This feeling of dissapointment and regret and lack of understanding why is really killing you deep inside. It's a real struggle noone is prepared to go through..

The next week is crucial when it comes to finding the answer why and what next..

Summary

✅ Continued daily chess trainings

✅ Continued plank trainings

✅ Completed prototype of the side IT project

Plan for week #197

♟ Continue daily chess training 💻 Restart development of the game remaster 💪 Continue plank training

Weekly reminder

🏆 Completed marathon