I'm still during the medical pause. The wounds are healing but it was difficult for me to sit or stand for a longer period at least in the first part of the week. That also meant that I had much more time to think simply lying in the bed. I believe I spent that time efficiently, not only watching some Netflix or HBO but also thinking about the future.
I forced myself to pause. Sure, it did not happen on purpose, but accidentally; still, due to injury I had a medical treatment this week. On the one hand, it solves the issue, and on the other introduces a big pause in my daily activities. I feel that I've recently shaped a great form and this pause will make things complicated. I am already afraid of gaining weight and losing some muscles and stamina. What is worse I am afraid and not having a way to flush my daily stresses and frustration, especially when running.