I'm forty. I take a daily bunch of pills, I visit the psychotherapist, I have my favorite shopping market, I have my routines, (finally) I have my voice and sometimes also the opinions, and, somehow I feel the age. I don't feel as young as I was even 2-3 years ago. Something has changed. Maybe it's the medical state of my organism, maybe some kind of tiredness, maybe it's my middle-aged crisis, but I feel different. I was superstressed days before the anniversary, but now I feel a bit more relaxed but still, different compared to before.
π Oct 8, 2023β³ 1 minutes